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A time of turmoil

Over the last few weeks I seemed to have been shot back in time. I am unable to perform the simplest of tasks. I am all over the place. I feel that everything is against me. While there is still […]

Its Fast Approaching

Well its fast approaching now. Thats Christmas by the way and its proving to be so difficult. As I have said in a previous post I remember very little about last year so this is like the first Christmas I […]

It’s Here Again

Today out shopping, I see the shops are stocking up for Christmas. Its been the same since I remember and its something I always loved to see. Its October still, but its started and people are starting to take notice. […]

A hard days night

Last night was one of those nights that sleep evaded me, I tried eveything but to no avail. On nights like that it just brings it home what has happened to me. I went to bed tired, but for some […]

At the end of the day

For some reason the end of the day is different from any other time. I dont know why. When I eventually decide to go to bed each night, its like a mission that has to be done and a certain […]

A Sad Day

A couple of times a week I make a journey and its the same everytime. Walk, bus, walk, visit and then home again. Its a short trip and  people are going about their daily duties all around me, traffic, noise, […]

Day by Day

I get up in the morning and it's there, I go through the day and it's there, I go to bed at night and it's there. For years and years life was the same, even with the turmoils that came […]