Today my head is filled with memories since I opened my eyes this morning. Today 14th January has slipped by without much fuss the last few years but this year for some reason its very evident. You see 5 years ago today, at approx 11.30pm my life was to change forever. That was the day …
Over the last few weeks I seemed to have been shot back in time. I am unable to perform the simplest of tasks. I am all over the place. I feel that everything is against me. While there is still a lot of things to be sorted, it seems that the last 2 years have …
Well its fast approaching now. Thats Christmas by the way and its proving to be so difficult. As I have said in a previous post I remember very little about last year so this is like the first Christmas I am on my own for over 37 years. I can tell you now its horrendous. …
Today out shopping, I see the shops are stocking up for Christmas. Its been the same since I remember and its something I always loved to see. Its October still, but its started and people are starting to take notice. Christmas in my house was the best time of year, right from the beginning. It …
Last night was one of those nights that sleep evaded me, I tried eveything but to no avail. On nights like that it just brings it home what has happened to me. I went to bed tired, but for some reason sleep didnt happen. The bed always seems huge on those nights, its like a …
For some reason the end of the day is different from any other time. I dont know why. When I eventually decide to go to bed each night, its like a mission that has to be done and a certain amount of planning has to go into it. I dont like it, I always feel …
A couple of times a week I make a journey and its the same everytime. Walk, bus, walk, visit and then home again. Its a short trip and people are going about their daily duties all around me, traffic, noise, everybody on a mission to get where they are going. Today for some reason it …
I get up in the morning and it's there, I go through the day and it's there, I go to bed at night and it's there. For years and years life was the same, even with the turmoils that came our way, some small and some huge, we still knew that everything was an outside …